Noticing the Benefits – part ten

It has been two months and 11 days and I have no desire to smoke. I think it is safe to think that I am past the worst of it. I don’t feel the constant urge to smoke. I feel like I can leave the room and not have to take my mod with me…… Read more »

One Month In – part nine

One month – I am one month in and haven’t smoked a single cigarette. I haven’t cheated, haven’t took a toke, and most importantly, haven’t snapped. I don’t know if I was expecting a snap per se, but I guess you could say I was thinking there might be one. In my mind, I had… Read more »

Weight off my shoulders – part eight

  What a huge weight off my shoulders. I had the date in my mind and decided I wouldn’t be buying anymore cigarettes. Just like that, no more smoking. I was excited when I decided in my last post a quit day. I did it out of frustration… when are you going to quit smoking?… Read more »

More committed than ever – part seven

I went back and read my last post and I am so angry at myself. Really… why am I continuing to smoke?  I have all my answers right in my post! Smoking is a crutch. I am not letting myself quit! Am I really that weak?? NOPE This is it! I am going to quit… Read more »

Plateau… Part Six

It has been a while since I have written anything new. Much of that has to do with everything at home being copacetic. We all have our routines now and we are settling into our new normal. It is our new normal that there is no more quiet time. New normal means if you want… Read more »

All Settled In – part five

  All settled in! So, everything has a place and the place looks beautiful! We had to let go of a lot more stuff! Stuff that I really had my heart set on keeping but just didn’t have the room. The kids will have a fully furnished house when they are ready to move out… Read more »

Moving Day – Part Four

  It’s time to move! Moving day is upon me and so far, I have been trying to cut down on the cigarettes and continue vaping. I feel like I am doing good with vaping, but I am still buying the same number of cigarettes, just as often.  It was suggested that if I feel… Read more »